11.14.2009

that's what you get..


.. when three people started to draw this x3

first, i was supposed to draw this to a friend.
One day, in art class, i wanted to finish this when a friend of mine took the paper and started to do some details! =O
then, a girl came and started drawing the shadows and stripes of the sweater.

that's the result of three artists~ :3

i don't remember the name of the actress..
but she's Japanese! x3

it was done in november 2009.

11.07.2009

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part VII ]

[…]


After philosophy class was over, my tummy was already complaining. I tried to hide it since it was making weird sounds… as if a beast was roaring inside of me. I knew people in school were trying to find the source of this: must go to the cafeteria! TT.TT


But before this, let’s go put my books in my locker! ><


I tried to act naturally as I opened my locker and hurried myself to put my dawn books in it. I didn’t know I had so much stuff in there already! TT.TT I kept pushing my books to get in and groaned. TOO MUCH STUFF!


Then, I heard someone chuckled…


Some hands suddenly took my books and arranged my locker. Once it had enough space, he put them in and closed the locker. I didn’t dare looking behind, knowing perfectly who it was…


Nichkhun: Hey! At least, you could thank me for helping you! ;]

Me: Yeah… right!


I rolled my eyes. I wished I wouldn’t meet him again and here he was: BEHIND ME!!! I walked away, hoping I won’t have to see him, AGAIN, but he grabbed my arm and grinned.


Nichkhun: No Rinnie~ you have to come with me!


I didn’t know why I felt terrorised… because of his malicious grin? He looked quite innocent… but I was having this idea he wasn’t! I wanted to say no but he put his index on my lips and dragged me with him! O.O


Nichkhun: Jae Beom Hyung couldn’t come to take you… let’s go eat altogether ok pretty lady? :]

Me: YAH! YAH! LET GO OF ME YOU WEIRDO!


He turned and winked at me. Khun continued dragging me upstairs and I gasped: where was he taking me to?! O.O


Even if I asked, I was pretty sure he wouldn’t answer me… ¬¬

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part VI ]

After taking everything necessary for the project, I decided to start it. The sooner, the better! I didn’t want to spend time with this… weirdo.


Me [starting writing the date and the names on the sheet]: So… what brought you here? Any other information I should know about you?

Nichkhun [resting his elbows on the desk and putting his head on his hands]: Hmm. My mom is Chinese. My dad is Thai. I came from California but moved to Korea for a new accomplishment. I went to New Zealand before… I want to do pastries because I really enjoyed cooking with my mom when I was little…

Me [trying to sound interested]: Cooking huh?

Nichkhun: Yes~ I really enjoy doing cakes!

Me: Hmm… you can do cheesecakes right?

Nichkhun [rubbing his chin]: I think so…


I immediately smiled and my thought of him being a weirdo faded: I would forgive him anytime if it was to have a friend who can bake cheesecakes for you! :3


Nichkhun: Now, my turn to ask questions!

Me: Shoot the questions!

Nichkhun [giggling]: Are you single?


That question suddenly took me off guard! My eyes widened once again and I kept looking at him as if he was sick or drunk… or something!


Me: Huh… yes… I just came here! I’m from Montreal, Canada… I wanted to study in Korea… I really like the country… I don’t have time to chase after boys!


I gasped when I noticed he was truly writing notes! I suddenly snatched his papers away from him.


Me: You’re kidding me!

Nichkhun [amused]: Why will I?! It’s our team work~


This guy was obviously teasing me! I took my stuff right on time as the bell rang! I walked out of the room and rushed to find another place that this dude won’t be!


Me [feeling pissed off]: Such a weirdo! Such a weirdo!


[…]

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part V ]

Then, a cough brought me back to reality. I looked back and saw the teacher right in front of me with her thick glasses and a severe look. I yelped and hid behind Jae Beom who was surprised to see the teacher.


English teacher [speaking in English, ONLY]: You guys… didn’t hear the bell?


She was speaking with a very heavy Chinese accent while speaking in English as she smirked. Did she think she knew how to speak better than everyone here? O.o HUH! I can challenge her anytime!


English teacher [going back to her black board]: Go take your seats then… And I see that we have a new student. Rin right!? Already behaving like this in the beginning of the year… not good!


I clenched my fist but Jae Beom sat me down on a seat nearby as he left to take an empty desk at the back… with his friends! I looked back and saw him doing a “fighting!” with his hands and I smiled… but he was the only friend I made today… and he was at the back! TT.TT


The teacher was talking with her crappy English as I looked by the window… I tried to concentrate on what she was saying for the least… and to understand too! Seemed like only some few understood what she was saying…


I heard something like “project about knowing someone better” and “team up in pairs” and “ask questions”. She finished talking –FINALLY- and let the students teamed up with the person sitting next to him/her. I pouted… wished I was with Jae Beom!


Instead, I was with this non Korean dude… I glanced at Jay as I took out my crayon, my eraser and some papers. He was already working with the dorky one.


The guy: Wanting to know his friends?

Me: hmm? O.o


The guy smiled at me and turned his head to point at the dorky guy.


The guy: Him, he’s Woo Young. Then, we have our Jay, the leader of 2pm. The tall guy is Taecyeon. He’s working with Chan Sung, the ponytail guy. Finally, we have the Jun brothers: Jun Su and Jun Ho also known as little Bi!


He finished pointing everyone as they saw him do it and waved politely. I waved back, smiling politely.


The guy [proudly]: And I’m the last one of the crew! Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul. I’m half Thai, half Chinese.


He winked and my eyes widened. I sighed. This guy was a weirdo…

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part IV ]

[…]


We ended up in front of a classroom when Jae Beom guided me in. I heard cheers coming from the students and Jay went to do some handshakes. I didn’t dare looking at people… I didn’t want to know what kind of people they were… ¬¬


Jae Beom [suddenly taking my hand]: Rinnie~ Follow me!


I didn’t see this coming…! I yelped and simply felt my body being dragged by him. I closed my eyes, knowing that everyone was looking at me. Everyone turned silent as I heard people gasping… Jae Beom passed through the little crowd in the classroom.


After a while he stopped. I heard him greeted some people. I slowly opened my eyes.


Dawn. Six guys were staring at me curiously. They seemed so shock for some reasons… I looked at where they were gawking at and realised that Jae Beom was still holding my hand! I awkwardly let it go.


Jae Beom: Oh… sorry! ^^’’

Me [rubbing my hand awkwardly]: It’s nothing…

Jae Beom: Oh! Here is my crew! ^^


I stared back at the six guys… that were still surprised by my presence...


One was biting the end of his pencil but it suddenly dropped on the desk as he gasped. Ha-ha! He looked like a cute dork! The one sitting at his left was blinking and rubbing his eyes continuously… A guy sitting at his left has such tiny eyes that tried to pop out of its orbits soon! Though, he was adorable! ^^ He looked like Bi! Behind the one rubbing his eyes, there was a very tall guy with his jaws wide open. Behind little Bi was a guy with long hair trying to attach it into a ponytail… but it dropped when he looked up and stared at Jae Beom and I continuously!


Then, my eyes laid on the non Korean guy on my left. He was the only one sitting in the front and in front of the rubbing eyes’ guy… He was the only one not surprised… He rested his head that was smaller and cuter than the rest of his body on the desk and gazed at me. The dazzling eyes kept looking at my direction… with a curl forming on his lips. He was only smiling with a very amused expression on his face.


It was kind of disturbing…

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part III ]

[…]


Me: Hmm… second class… English!


I looked around and tried to find my class with the help of my map and my own self… I kept losing track and I decided to ask someone.


Girl 1: Get lost looser!

Guy 1 [smirking]: What?

Girl 2 and 3: Dawn… you’re freaking dumb!


I decided to forget about asking for help… Instead, I went to find a locker for my books! I walked down the hallway and spotted a free locker that was in a good position: not too far and there weren’t people that I asked earlier!


I put my padlock and then, I saw someone opening the locker rudely near me. It hit me and I groaned. The person immediately looked at me and apologized so many times that I got dizzy. I rubbed my forehead.


Me: It’s ok…


I took a look at the person and gawked. He seemed to be taller than me… a little. He was wearing a huge red hoodie with some nice jeans and sneakers. He has short black hair with a tiny Mohawk, tiny eyes… and seemed to have a nice build body -I think my knowledge of describing people ends here…- My eyes looked at his hoodie and I read the label on it: 2pm?


Me [curious]: What’s 2pm?


The guy stared at me and blinked then smiled.


The guy [showing his hand]: Oh. It’s my dancing team! ^^ Hi! I’m Park Jae Beom! You can call me Jay~ you’re new right?

Me: Yeah… my name’s Rin. Rinnie if you like~


I shook hands with him. Well, he seemed nice…


Jae Beom: Hey~ I’m sorry for your forehead… I’ll present to you some friends! More like my crew!

Me: Oh… ha-ha~ it’s ok~

Jae Beom [happily]: No, I insist! Hey, let me see your schedule!


I showed him my schedule as demanded and he smiled.


Jae Beom: We have some classes together! English, physical education and music! ^^

Me: Great!


I cheered and we did a high-five. I followed him for our next class…


I can’t believe Jae Beom and I were already close pals~ x3 it clicked immediately! I think my time here won’t be wasted then! :]


[…]

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part II ]

[…]


Surprisingly, my first class was empty and the bell rang… I was standing like an idiot at the front door, still unsure if it was the right place… A bunch of students suddenly pushed me to the side as they rushed in to get some good spots in the room.


Realizing what was happening; I immediately went to sit near the window on the third row and sighed.


Dawn people these days…


They were talking to each other, gossiping again and again –AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!-… until a student near the door yelled that the teacher was coming. I didn’t pay attention as I decided to spend the year watching the clouds and stuff outside… And then, I heard my name.


I looked up and saw the teacher doing some kind of sign for me to get up. I did what he said. Everyone was staring at me as if I was an alien. Oh… I had to present myself…


Me [bowing politely and smiling]: Hi~ my name is Rin. You can call me Rinnie if you want~ I’m new here and I don’t have a good sense of direction… Hope to make friends soon! ^^


I did a peace sign before sitting back to my seat. Some guys smiled as some girls smirked out of disgust. I returned to my daydreaming activity after the teacher suddenly forgot about my existence…


Hmm… wonder who was laughing at my dumbness not too long ago…


[…]

my beloved one o1
khun o1
such a weirdo.. [ part I ]

The engine let out a weird noise as the bus itself drove away from its stop. Coughing due to the gasoline mixed with the atmosphere, I managed to see the school. It wasn’t that far. I just needed to walk a little bit and I would be passing the gates and crossing the entrance filled of students sitting under the trees or on the grass…


They were all staring at me and I tried to hide myself… No one was wearing a uniform… Why they kept whispering… as if they knew that I was the transferred kid?


“Maybe because I came a few weeks after the school began… and that people got used to the others… except for my sudden presence in their area…?”, I answered my own question! :]


I ran as fast as I can from all those stares and glares to avoid them. I kept walking to the school entrance passage. I stopped after getting upstairs and walking like an idiot until I realized… I got lost.


I cursed myself under my breath and noticed that I was the only one in the corridor as I saw everyone outside… great! I sat on the floor and tried to find my schedule and the school map in my bag. I kept digging my hand in my oh-so-well-organised bag… ¬¬


I kept searching and even got my head in my bag! When I heard footsteps, I froze… it was coming near and suddenly it stopped…


My head was still in my backpack and I was praying that the person didn’t pass near me. I slowly took a peek out of my bag and gawked at the pair of feet in front of me… I removed my head off the bag and decided to keep my view on the ground. The person chuckled. He/she seemed amused… ¬¬ probably it’s a he… I can recognize the person's shoes.


I kept looking at his feet and blushed. HOW EMBARASSING! ><>


“Lost?” he suddenly asked.


I nodded. Stubbornly, I refused to look at him. He took my schedule that flew out of my bag when I removed it from my head.


The Guy: Oh… we don’t have many classes together… but, your first class is nearby… precisely the second door to my left of where we are standing now. ^^


I mumbled a polite thank you before taking my stuff, still not looking at him, and ran off out of embarrassment… As I was running, I heard him laugh…


Me [embarrassed to death]: DAWN IT!


[…]

11.05.2009

teaser. x3 [ part three ]

[…]


The snow kept on falling but in a worrying speed as the wind was getting stronger, wilder. Rin observed the view from the huge windows covering a part of the apartment she used to live with Nichkhun. She let out a sigh and heard a noise telling her that her tea was ready.


Rin jumped on the couch to open the TV and ran to the kitchen. After serving her oolong tea, she went back to the couch and saw that it was the news channel. Annoyed, she took the remote control and started pressing a button. She kept passing through channels and sighed: when Khunnie would call her huh?


She took a sip from her tea and was watching the drama You’re Beautiful featuring the dorky Jeremy aka a blond Lee Hong Ki. She wanted to keep her mind away. She mustn’t worry about him.


After several hours, her eyes were getting heavy. She put her empty cup on the circular glassed table. Her head kept falling and she tried her best to stay awake. At the end, Rin fell on the couch, too tired to stand up. Her last view was outside: a snow storm…


She didn’t know her head fell on the remote control and was changing channel gradually until she moved to the side… letting the TV on the news channel…


The news reporter, with a solemn tone, announced that a plane crashed somewhere near Thailand, its destination. She never knew about this until she woke up…


That the plane was Khunnie’ plane and that… no one survived.

teaser. x3 [ part two ]

The boy: Rinnie ah~~ still shy around me? I’m your boyfriend… for almost half a year!


The girl tried to answer but she didn’t know what to say… Embarrassed, she hid her face in her black mittens. The boy laughed and hugged her.


Rinnie: Yah! We are at the airport!!!


The boy didn’t mind her whining and hugged her tighter. He wanted to bring her with him but he was going there for family business only… Rinnie understood. And that’s what he liked from her: they understood each other so well. He kept hugging her as if it was their last goodbye.


The girl felt her heart aching… she clanged on his arms and rested her head on his chest. She knew that she might cry soon and she tried her hardest not to.


Her boyfriend kept reassuring her that he’ll be back to her as soon as possible… Then, the female android –voice only that is- said his flight and the gates he should go. They slowly broke the hug and stared at their hands… still intertwined.


The boy: I should go now…

Rinnie [trying her best to smile]: Ok~ be careful Khunnie.


The called person went closer to her, took off his scarf and wrapped it around her neck. He kissed her while slowly letting go of her hands. He waved at her and smiled while yelling that she must not cry and stay strong until the day they’ll see each other again. He yelled that he’ll call her as soon as possible.


She waved at him and sighed as she couldn’t see his back anymore. Walking outside the airport, she stared at the snow falling gracefully by the rhythm of the cold winter breeze. She spotted some planes few miles away and tried not to look at them too long.


It wasn’t his fault, if she had to spend New Year without him…


[…]

teaser. x3 [ part one ]

Passing shadows kept on moving and moving as it was only humans walking in an abnormal speed. It was always like this at the airport; people can’t normally walk around with some of them that were such in a rush… And there was this robotic female voice that kept telling the number of flight and gates where people should go…


Airplanes kept flying back and forth endlessly. Flight attendants can be seen with their luggage as they were running like crazy everywhere… mostly like everyone.


Checking the board of departures and arrivals, an innocent girl was standing in the middle of the busy crowd, looking for something… She spotted the flight for Thailand and the time… and sighed.


Less than one hour to spend with her loved one…


She kept sighing and checking the board. Suddenly, footsteps can be heard and it was walking towards her. The wheels of the person’ luggage tried to follow the sound of his feet rushing faster and faster onwards. Finally, the person stopped and lightly poked the girl on the left side of her cheeks.


The girl stopped daydreaming and looked at her left. A smile suddenly appeared on her lips as she shyly waved hi to the person in front of her.


The person was tall, muscular, with a very elegant sense of style, porcelain skin, etc. The face was smaller than the rest of his/her body but it seemed to be a very particular baby face with those big dazzling eyes. The person was wearing an elegant European black coat with a goofy colourful tuque with two pompoms balancing every direction possible while in movement. The white winter scarf was hiding the neck and the hands, in the dorkiest white bunny looked mittens, had let go of the luggage to pinch the girl’ cheeks playfully.


She blushed as she saw the boy that she loved the most in a few inches away from her and smiling beautifully at her. He kept bending down to her level but he seemed to not mind… even if it makes his girlfriend’ heart fluttered. He moved back a little and chuckled at her expression.

my blog's 1st fanfic !

So, this it it! The time has come! :3
i'll finally post a fic here, on my blog! [ cheers! ]

i won't tell the story...
You have to read it! x3
By the way, maybe you guys will be lost on the first chapters...
But you'll understand fast enough that some chapters talk about the past while others, present.

i'm not an experienced author.
i simply write what had crossed my mind: no limit for that! :]

Title: my beloved one
Characters: Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul, Rin [ :3 ], Kim Ki Bum
Genre: it's up to you.. i never thought about it. x]


Good reading& comments are appreciated neh?