my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part VII ]

Nichkhun took his time drinking his juice. I decided to finish my drink while he was still searching for his words. I even volunteered myself to go throw the empty cans to the garbage. When I sat back next to him, he finally spoke.

Nichkhun: You are quite fascinating.

Me: I’m… fascinating? O.o

Nichkhun nodded, resting his head on his hands.

Me: Weirdo.

I stood up and took my stuff. I preferred walking home by myself than having this idiot near me for the rest of the day! He shouted my name but I didn’t turn around.

Nichkhun: Hey! Wait up!

Me [keeping on walking fast]: Like I will.

Nichkhun [pouting]: You’re always mean with me.

Me: Oh… I’m so sorry… cry-baby! ¬¬

Nichkhun [feeling offended]: As if! That’s Woo Young’s job!

I finally reached a bus stop. Please bus! Please come faster so I won’t be stuck with him! God granted my wish as I saw a bus a few miles away.

Nichkhun: Oh… I guess I should leave. See you tomorrow!

Me [not even looking at him]: Yeah! Bye!

He frowned. He hated being ignored so he forced me to turn around, looking at him. I blinked, not knowing what he wanted me to do. The idiot finally smiled and whispered as the bus was coming near.

Nichkhun [softly]: You are quite fascinating. Hiding your face in your backpack was really funny…

He let go and bid farewell. I gawked as I went in the bus. It was so frustrating! I stared at the window and directly saw him waving at me.

IT WAS HIM WHO HAVE SEEN ME THIS MORNING IN THIS EMBARASSING SITUATION! ARGGGGG!

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part VI ]

With his royal blue asymmetric jacket zipped to the extreme right, he walked coolly towards me. The weirdo stopped right in front of me, bended down and smiled.

Nichkhun: Want me to wait with you?

Me: No practise?

Nichkhun [putting his hands in his pockets]: I can’t. Need to work on my Hangul first.

Me: Yeah. Your Hangul sucks. ¬¬

Nichkhun [gasping]: Yours too by the way!

Me [nodding]: I know… I didn’t deny it either.

He pouted and, without my answer, waited with me for the bus to come. It was only my first day and this guy was like everywhere! Can’t he just leave me alone?!

Then, my tummy complained. Really not a good timing tummy! TT.TT

Nichkhun [raising an eyebrow]: Hungry?

Me [rubbing my tummy]: Kind of…

He suddenly took my hand and asked me to follow him. He didn’t need to ask since he was already dragging me with him… I sighed and I figured out that he was trying to find a nice place where I could buy a snack… but we ended up in a park.

I sat near the fountain placed in the middle of the park. Buck instructed me to stay still as he left.

Me [mumbling]: This guy’s so weird…

Minutes later, he came back with two cans of juice. I stared at the can he was giving me. I took it and politely thanked him…

Nichkhun: Sorry, I didn’t find anything else.

Me: I’m fine with that. ¬¬ I was thirsty anyway.

Nichkhun [opening his can]: Good~

We took a sip of our drink. It wasn’t that bad. Plus, the flavour was orange~ x3 I looked at the bright blue sky.

Nichkhun: Yah~

Me: What…? ¬¬

Nichkhun: You really love daydreaming aren’t you?

Me: Huh? O.o

Nichkhun [grinning]: You kept spacing out when you had the chance to. In physical education, I noticed you were mostly looking at the sky.

Me: Is there a problem for me to daydream? O.o

Nichkhun: Oh! No! No! Not at all! It’s just that it’s quite…

Me: It’s quite what?

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part V ]

Those guys were too much entertaining for me! I stood up and went somewhere else before I died from abusive laughter. I really didn’t like the fact mister Buck Horvejkul followed me…

I sat under a tree.

Nichkhun: Nice weather huh?

Me: Hmm… yeah… ¬¬

Nichkhun: Rinnie doesn’t like me right? D:

Me: It’s not that I hate you… you’re just dawn annoying.

Nichkhun [acting innocent]: I’m annoying!? Me!?

Me [narrowing my eyes]: Yeah! You!

He seemed offended but I didn’t care. He didn’t dare speaking afterwards and I was relieved he didn’t. Class was over after three or four matches with the 2PM goofing around. I wondered how they managed to win… o.o

[…]

The bell finally rang as I rushed out of chemistry to my lockers. I put everything in there since I didn’t get any homework. I really wanted to jump on my comfortable bed, hugging Sponge Bob and listening to the first single of G-Dragon or other songs from Big Bang!

I took my backpack and threw my agenda, my schedule and my pencil case. I thought I had nothing else to take as I searched for my cell phone, plugged my earphones and dashed to the exit.

I didn’t see the guys. Probably practising…

Students around me were leaving in groups. I was trying to pass in the crowd to catch the bus as soon as I could… but I missed it at the last minute!

I cursed under my breath. A familiar chuckle was heard and I turned around. To my despair, and with his fans, there he was…

Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul. How many times and ways I called him today? Dawn.

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part IV ]

Jun Ho: It’s unfortunate you can’t play today…

Me: Ha-ha! Its ok~ it’s pretty fun looking at you guys acting dorky with the other guys…

Jay: We… are… dorks!? D:

Taecyeon: Oh. We didn’t tell you about the super junior right?

I shook my head. They subtly showed me the group of 13 cute boys talking and drinking water from their bottles. I startled when Jun Su and Chan Sung put their hand on my shoulders.

Jun Su: These guys are friendly.

Chan Sung: But don’t get too close~ they are our enemies.

Jae Beom: On the dance floor and at school!

Woo Young: And they might steal you away from us! D:

Me: … Am I an object that we can steal easily?

The guys nodded and I decided to walk around instead of staying with paranoiacs. They were about to play soccer. The super junior was divided into two groups while the 13^th member was a substitute. The 2PM kicked out Jay after they played rock, paper and scissors. I was relieved I might not get bored from watching the entire match alone…

But, someone grabbed Jae Beom on time and asked him to switch place. I gawked: NOT NICHKHUN?!

The Thai guy sat next to me while we were completely aside from class cheering with the teachers as the game started. I groaned and tried to concentrate on the match: total failure.

Nichkhun [poking me

]: Rinnie… hey… I’m here~ not there!

Me [frowning]: What do you want?

Nichkhun [smiling]: Look at me.

I sighed and looked up. I almost fell off the bench; he was few inches away from my face with a gigantic grin on his face! He caught my right arm on time and pulled me back. It was a relief that I didn’t fall awkwardly in front of everyone.

Me: What was that for?! You were too close from me!

Nichkhun [giggling]: Your facial expressions never fail to amuse me~

Me: Oh… ¬¬

I looked away and stared at Jun Ho who kicked Woo Young by accident. The dorky guy kept on whining while Jay scolded them. One member of super junior got the ball and he seemed pretty good in soccer. Taecyeon charged at him while another guy from the opposite team blocked his way to get the ball.

I burst out laughing when I saw that Chan Sung was jumping around the field like a gazelle and that Jun Ho and Woo Young kept on complaining with Jun Su who was trying to get them focus on the game. No one was guarding the goal!

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part III ]

We walked in the hallways and everyone was staring at me. I was pretty confused of why I was the main attraction suddenly. As we got to our lockers –and, surprisingly, the 2PM’s lockers were near mine-, I finally understood the meaning.

Me [poking him]: Jay~

Jay [searching for his books]: Hmm…?

Me: 2PM is popular right?

Jay: Of course! 2PM and another group are the main topics in this school!

Me: So, being friends with you would be a burden? O.o

Woo Young [squeezing me]: Never say that again! You are a part of our crew from now on~

Me: Huh? O.o

Jun Su [patting my head]: Let’s say you are like a little sister for us.

I laughed. How fast it was from being a total stranger to their fake little sister in less than a day! These guys sure were taking things lightly. We walked to our next class: physical education. The guys went to get change as I didn’t have appropriate clothes for this class. The teacher didn’t scold me as I was new here.

The teacher: You’re new in this school and in this country so it’s natural that you aren’t used to this right now.

I smiled. We were doing our class outside, at the running courses. First, everyone had to run 10 times around the courses while I was helping the teacher. I heard girls complaining about me being lazy but it wasn’t my fault if I didn’t bring my clothes! I didn’t even know I had physical education until… until we got this class!

After helping, I went to sit on the grass and looked at everyone running. I grinned when I noticed there were more guys than girls. It was like at my high school back in Canada. My eyes widened when the 2PM were almost racing like beasts to finish the 10 courses and other guys joined them.

Girl 1: Dawn! Another competition between Super Junior and 2PM!

Girl 2: I know! These guys like competitions a lot!

Girl 3: They hate to lose that’s why!

Oh… the girls weren’t running and were mostly busy gossiping on their “princes”. I wanted to encourage 2PM but I decided to look at their opponents. It was 13 guys running against them.

Was it a little unfair?

13 versus 7!? Hmm… ok! 2PM can count for 10 people or more since they were compared to beasts... if I listened to the girls in my class. After running the 10 rounds, the guys came to me and I stood up lazily. It was quite comfy sitting on the grass…

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part II ]

Me: Chan Sung right?

He nodded with a blank expression on his face.

Me: You can have it! I’m not hungry~

He hesitated before swallowing the rest in one huge bite! I was pretty amazed but then someone suddenly grabbed me and gave a chair. The Jun brothers were asking me to sit and to look at them while practising.

Jay [in the middle]: You’re the first girl to see us practise~

Me: Oh… ok~ ^^

They stood in the middle of the room as the tall dude, Taecyeon maybe, ran to put the music.

Jay: This time, introducing~ 2PM!

The song was pretty catchy and they were already doing some acrobatics at the very beginning! I couldn’t get my eyes off them. Woo Young was singing first and the butt shake made me giggle. They were all super talented and I was already a fan of Jun Su’ soothing voice even if you could hear it at times. I kept doing the 10 out of 10 hand gesture at the chorus.

And then, the most impressive thing was the weirdo’s part! I totally loved his voice?! And he was only singing “Lalalalalalala pretty baby~ lalalalalalala be my lady~”! Somehow, it was mesmerizing. Jay’s part brought me back to reality.

Jay’s a good leader and his dance skills never failed on the dance floor. At the end of the song, I clapped childishly and didn’t realise the time! It was almost time to go back in class! TT.TT

Me: The song’s catchy guys! What’s the title?

Taecyeon: 10 OUT OF 10! If you give us your number and email, we’ll send you the song.

Me [raising an eyebrow]: I can’t download it online?

Jun Ho: Nope! This is an exclusive song from 2-P-M~

He did a hand gesture doing the 2PM and I chuckled.

Jay [nudging me]: So, when are you going to give us your phone number and stuff? We’re friends after all~

Me [shaking my head]: Later~

Woo Young [pouting, ANG! ANG!]: WHYYY~?

Me: Because it’s like that! Let’s go to our lockers shall we~?

my beloved one o3khun o2 horvejkul's a jerk! [ part I ]

Mister Horvejkul was dragging me by force. I couldn’t manage to get free on time: we were there.

It was a normal classroom. Precision: it was a normal practice room. I thought it was for the dance club at school but when I saw six guys sitting in circle and eating their lunch, I realised what Jay had told me earlier: it was his dance crew.

They all looked up with their mouth full. They seemed very happy to see me and wanted me to join them. Nichkhun guided me to the circle –or more like forced to- and I sat between the dorky guy and the weirdo.

Jay: Welcome to our practise room Rinnie~ we usually eat here so, feel free to come anytime~

Me: Hmm thanks… I think I’ll come here often since...

Jun Ho: Hey! Sorry about our behaviour before! We thought you were Jay’s girlfriend or something!

Me [laughing]: It’s okay. I understand why you guys got confused.

They all smiled and continued to eat their lunch… in a very interesting way. They have brought the rice, the side dishes and everything… and they were all fighting to get what they wanted! One of them gently gave me a bowl of rice with some meat and I thanked him back. I thought it was Jun Su… maybe… I wasn’t used to their names.

I saw the tall one fighting for the last kimchi against the ponytail guy and Jay ended up in this! They kept on arguing until Woo Young took it while they were putting their plates down and started to hit each other! I gawked and wondered if they were going to hurt themselves…

Nichkhun: Don’t worry… it’s always like that.

I simply nodded with my mouth half opened and the chopsticks placed on my bottom lip. I realised that I just got friends with strange people…

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part IX]

Jun Su took my arm and dragged me to my usual desk, surrounded by them. Class started with an awkward feeling. I didn’t pay much attention as everyone was taller than me. Since I was at the back, I couldn’t see a thing with the suju at the front and 2PM surrounding me.

I thought it was another occasion to sleep! I rested my head on the cold desk and looked at my left. The empty desk stabbed my heart in tiny pieces.

Khunnie used to sit there.

Tears suddenly fell on my cheeks as I tried to hide them. Bad idea: the teacher realised that I was looking at my left. The entire class and Super junior stared at the back as I hid myself. I started sobbing and couldn’t stop the tears from falling.

I sensed Jun Su and Jae Beom taking my arms, forcing me to stand up. Stubborn as I was, I didn’t want. Jae Beom suddenly lifted me up. Jun Su apologized to the teacher as the two of them dragged me outside. It was so embarrassing yet I was feeling numb and I couldn’t fight against them.

The most awkward thing was that everyone saw me… Dawn it, I didn’t want people to see me like this!

Jay put me down after a while. We were at the cafeteria and Jun Su gave me a box of tissues.

Jun Su: It’s ok to cry Rinnie~ you miss him.

These two tried to cheer me up as I rested my head on Jay’ shoulder. I have never cried like this before. Even when I heard the news, I have never cried this much. Maybe it was because Jay and Jun Su were here… Having them comforting me, I knew they were sad too.

I really didn’t want to show my pain.

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part VIII]

Me: Hmm… I think I should go to my locker~ See you later!

Ki Bum nodded and I left. What surprised me the most was that Jay wasn’t far away and almost gave me a threatening look when I greeted him.

Me: What’s wrong?! O.o

Jay: Were you with one of the super junior a few seconds ago?

Me: Those guys are the super junior plus Ki Bum?! O.O

Jay [sighing]: Yes, even if we are good friends with them, they are quite competitive.

I nodded. Super Junior and 2PM were two popular groups in school. They were friends but the tension at school -due to their popularity- kept decreasing this friendship they used to have.

Jay [smiling softly]: I won’t force you not seeing one of them. If you feel comfortable with Ki Bum, I have no problem with that.

Me [frowning]: I’ll keep hanging with 2PM! You know, you guys are the only friends I have since I came here?

Jay: Oh yeah… I remembered. I was the first person you talked to…

I smiled sheepishly. Jae Beom was like a big over-protective brother. To be precise, I have six over-protective brothers. We walked to our lockers.

Woo Young: RINNIE AH~ LET’S GO! WE HAVE MUSIC TOGETHER!

Me: SURE~ LET’S GO!

I forced a smile and walked with them. It was quite strange once I got in class. Super Junior and 2PM froze in place and were taking there time gazing at each other. I shyly greeted Ki Bum, sensing the dawn tension between the two groups.

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part VII]

Ki Bum [whispering]: Feeling better?

Me [surprised]: It was you at Christmas Eve!

He chuckled and looked up. He was making sure the teacher wasn’t looking at our table.

Ki Bum: It’s funny to see you realised my presence back then.

Me: Huh? O.o

Ki Bum: Ever since the beginning of the year, I’m in all of your classes dummy~

I blinked and apologised shyly. I didn’t know this guy was actually my classmate all along! He patted my head. He seemed to be a very cheerful person… The teacher passed some sheets of paper with the directions for the lab. Since it was one sheet per table, I had to work with Ki Bum.

Suddenly, he snatched the sheets from my hand and was already working!

Me: Ki Bum… we have to do this as a team you know…

Ki Bum [smiling]: Its ok~ you look extremely tired. Take a nice nap~ besides, you have lots of dark circles under your eyes…

Me [freaking out]: Really?! TT.TT Then, I should take a nap…

He giggled at my expression as I gathered my books and piled them up one by one. After my stuff turned out to be a pillow, I fell asleep on it.

Hmm… now that I thought about it, I should ask him to take his gift he forgot last time… Maybe after I slept…

Soon enough, I was already at Dreamland as Ki Bum scribbled some stuff on the papers. He glanced at my direction.

He smiled and rested on the table.

Ki Bum [whispering]: Hmm… Rinnie ah~ It took you half a year to notice me… did you open the gift yet…?

He gazed at me sadly and sighed.

After a while, the bell rang. Ki Bum poked my cheeks softly and I slowly opened my eyes. I yawned and stretched.

Me: WHOA~ that was a nice nap~

Ki Bum [smiling]: Glad you like it~

Me: It was your idea after all… so, thank you~

We gathered our stuff and went to our next class: music. We were gossiping about almost everything when I saw 12 boys from far away. They were all at their lockers and they directly stared at me, bewildered of my presence near Ki Bum.

I gulped. I supposed it was his friends… but why they were looking at me like that?! TT.TT

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part VI]

The school bell rang. Winter vacation was over and I was dragging my feet to go to school. Khun’ scarf kept on falling so I had to turn around my neck several times, almost hiding my face. His smell was still imprinted on it so it was quite a sweet bitter feeling to have his scarf on me.

I wasn’t the only one depressing, the entire 2PM fan club heard of the news. The entire school was sad that Khun had passed away. This saddened atmosphere made me want to cry again… I hurried to my first class which was chemistry.

I thought I might have a chance to sleep! I didn’t sleep well these days… Simply wandering in the apartment with my cup of tea, my panda slippers and my blanket on me…

I was the first in class and the teacher told me that we can choose our seat. I went to the third row near the window and rested my head on the table. Since it was a huge table for two, I wondered who might seat near me.

I closed my eyes for a while. Hearing the students rushing in class gave me a headache… I heard the second bell rang and the teacher was already talking about a lab we had to do soon plus a lab report we had to do after this… I opened my eyes slowly and saw that the person near me was, in fact, a guy.

My eyes traveled up to his face. His wavy dark brown hair was so silky and beautifully falling on his shoulder. He must had straighten them… it was so beautiful. Suddenly, he looked at my side and smiled.

I blushed and cursed at myself for not being very subtle. He lowered his head. I gawked when I saw “K.K.B” on his notebooks…

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part V]

Jae Beom [patting my head from behind]: Come on miss~ Blow the candles and open those gifts!!!!

I did what he said: blowing the candles made the guys screaming loudly again… Such beasts they were… I sighed. Having them as friends sure was tiring neh?

The guys were fighting to give their gifts as I randomly took Woo Young’s. I slowly undo the pink ribbon and opened the box: a nice set of matching PJ with him.

Woo Young: That way, we can go out like that and I won’t be the only one in PJ! ^^

Chan Sung [beating him]: WHAT GIFT IS THAT? YOU’RE ONLY DOING THIS FOR YOURSELF!

Jun Su [got out of the couch to help Chan Sung]: YEAH!

Me [sighing]: GUYS! It was a nice gift Woo Young… Quite cheap right!? ^^’’

Woo Young pouted and joined Jae Beom that was behind me. I apologized by saying “I love you for being ssanti” and his smile came back. I took Chan Sung’ gift and it was pretty heavy… I opened it and saw –and I wasn’t surprised- bags of dried mangos…

Me [speechless]: Huh… thanks a lot Chan Sung! ^^’’ I won’t run out of dried mangos for a while…

Chan Sung [hugging me tightly]: GLAD YOU LIKE IT! X3

Jun Ho: Open mine now~ ^^

He gave me his gift shyly. I awed when it was a huge teddy bear with a 2PM t-shirt and holding a heart. I hugged him happily and thanked him. Blushing, he bowed politely. Jay hit him for being too polite. I was excited with the remaining gifts and decided to open Taek’ and Jun Su’ gift at the same time.

Taecyeon bought me a laptop while Jun Su bought a brand new cell phone that the 2PM has! They wanted all of us to have something identical! I hugged them and played with my cell phone.

Jae Beom [coughing]; HEY! YOU FORGOT MINE!

I looked up and saw his gift.

Jay: I wanted to be last… you know; the best for last! :3

Chan Sung [stealing a bag of dried mangos and eating]: Yeah right! ¬¬

Jay: What did you say to your leader Chan Sung?!

Me [taking the gift]: Ok! Ok! I’ll take it! NO FIGHT IN THE APARTMENT!

They were glaring at each other when I opened the gift and smiled. Some nice clothes!

Jay: Recently, you didn’t come shopping with me… and you know how I loved shopping with you so, I decided to buy some clothes for you. Hope you’ll like them! ^^

Me: DUH, you always pick the nicest ones anyways Jay!

I hugged him and we decided to eat the cake… or more like the guys destroying the cake, leaving me with a small piece. I was lucky Jun Ho and Woo Young cut a piece for me before they devoured it like beasts…

No wonder they were called beasts…

I looked by the window while eating the cake…

“Merry Christmas… Khun…” If only he was here so I could tell him…

[…]

my beloved one o2bum o1heartbreaking news [part IV]

And here I was… speaking with a stranger that could’ve been a stalker, a rapist or whatever that could cross my mind if I was fully aware of what was happening around me. It was all because of my deep sorrow that kept drowning my heart and my sweet memories of him. Only memories would surface in my mind, making me feel weak.

A soft pat on my shoulder, I turned around and saw the guy, already leaving, waving at me with his back facing me. He didn’t say much and I wondered why he came to me on the first place. Ok… a girl, alone in the dark, at Christmas Eve wasn’t something you should do…

I sighed and peeked at the sky one last time before going back to the apartment… From the corner of my eye, I saw a well decorated package. The guy left his gift and his handkerchief!

But, he was gone. I took the gift and decided to bring it with me. The chances for seeing him again were small but if, one day, I might see him, I would give them without hesitation…

Oh… how I hate being lonely…

[…]

I closed the door and removed my boots at the entrance. It was pitch black and I could hear mumbles everywhere… I even heard someone hitting the table in the leaving room, about to curse, but someone –or two people- grabbed their friend in time…

I used my cell phone light and walked toward the living room: no one.

Me: Hey… I know you guys are here! This isn’t subtle enough coming from 6 beasts…!

The light finally turned on and cheers came from everywhere! I closed my eyes when I saw ribbons, confetti and others being thrown in the air. A huge beast came to me and held me in his arms. I yelped and, soon enough, he put me nicely on the couch between the Jun brothers…

A cake was in front of my face with colourful gifts. The guys shouted “MERRY CHRISTMAS”, some with crappy English. I managed to chuckle at their effort of cheering me up.

Besides, they bought a strawberry cheesecake! <3