Jun Su took my arm and dragged me to my usual desk, surrounded by them. Class started with an awkward feeling. I didn’t pay much attention as everyone was taller than me. Since I was at the back, I couldn’t see a thing with the suju at the front and 2PM surrounding me.
I thought it was another occasion to sleep! I rested my head on the cold desk and looked at my left. The empty desk stabbed my heart in tiny pieces.
Khunnie used to sit there.
Tears suddenly fell on my cheeks as I tried to hide them. Bad idea: the teacher realised that I was looking at my left. The entire class and Super junior stared at the back as I hid myself. I started sobbing and couldn’t stop the tears from falling.
I sensed Jun Su and Jae Beom taking my arms, forcing me to stand up. Stubborn as I was, I didn’t want. Jae Beom suddenly lifted me up. Jun Su apologized to the teacher as the two of them dragged me outside. It was so embarrassing yet I was feeling numb and I couldn’t fight against them.
The most awkward thing was that everyone saw me… Dawn it, I didn’t want people to see me like this!
Jay put me down after a while. We were at the cafeteria and Jun Su gave me a box of tissues.
Jun Su: It’s ok to cry Rinnie~ you miss him.
These two tried to cheer me up as I rested my head on Jay’ shoulder. I have never cried like this before. Even when I heard the news, I have never cried this much. Maybe it was because Jay and Jun Su were here… Having them comforting me, I knew they were sad too.
I really didn’t want to show my pain.
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